stuck in the middle (please, i need you)

Well... ytd was min yee's Christmas party...
it was as i said~

AWESOME!!!!

man!! i was dancing like nuts...
for awhile... then i got hungry~
yea working-break i ate this...

everyday...
well not when im with jie dong or my co-workers...
to be honest, i don't like eating with my co-workers...
they are sooo BORING~
talking bout their shitty lives and cakes...
i like being alone
when i have to...
anyway back to the topic...

Awesome party min yee!!
haha~
there was happy times
stupid times
sleepy times
lonely times
and most of all
sad times

happy times was all my frens and bros played together
dancing~
wish i hadn't got hungry...
i would dance more~
haha

stupid times~
well i cant say it out loud...
maybe if u ask me nicely i would give u a smack on the face^^
no seriously i cant say...
but someone knows...
it involves grass~
hahaa

sleepy times
is when everyone was tired like shit but lazy
yeah
LAZY to go to bed...

lonely times...
well...
i was sleeping on min yee's sofa...
which was comfortable!!! i love tat sofa!!
ok, anyhu... when i open my eyes...
i saw "someone sitting there"
no i was not a ghost story~
it was sad~
i kept looking at him... he did not saw me looking at him...
but...

sad times is kinda same...

well the next day which is ytd... i lost track of time...
i let min yee drive...
to be honest... she was good at it...
haha...
and min yee got a job...
haha
gotta fecth her lil ass to work everyday...
i really don't mind... even if she is really ******* me...

i think im stuck in the middle...
middle as in..
hm...
friendship?
relationship?
time?

i can't tell...
i'm just stuck...
im really
really
REALLY
waiting for someone to understand this without asking me and tell me the answer...

that someone out there...
please...
i need you~