Closer than friends

My friends

Can't call them friends...

haha~ i have names for them!

for each of them...

Brother- the stair on the stage

Funny bro- sitting beside him in eng period

Jay Chow- under the shadow of a tree on a field trip

Small-smart-guy- made him cried

Class clown- pen-fixing race

Bus mate- KS my red-ant

Tall guy- with other friends

Mui- online on a sunny day

Mini- free period in class

Fried Rice- on the phone

Once a cool guy- Phantom of the Opera

Look a like- Too friendly

Big Guy- Min Han

Looks Strong- Friends' class

Same name- hall way

Trustworthy- in class

^^

this is how i met you,

brothers and sisters...

just in case i forgot.

It's been long

yo~

It's been so long...

sooo many things happened when i'm not blogging...

1st thing 1st...

i got FFXIII!!!

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Yazuka3

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tada!!! God Of War III!!!!

omg!! these 3 games cost RM580

hehe...

fun!! not gona buy games ni more~

unless it sudly came out God of War IV... don't care how much... just wanna get it.

i wanted to get God Of War III limited edition... but they don't sell near my area...

it's onli rm300...

bleh~ so wud? limited edition!! muahahahah

being a snob here? neh~ ur just jealous... hahah

in other news...

muacks!!! i love u!!

i don't care what they say~

whamp! Ok. got my spm result!

we~~~ i'm happy to see my family happy for my result,

even-tho i din get full As or get a good result...

but at least they are happy!! and i get to live my dream!!

for sooo long~ mum and dad finally agree me being an artist!

love u guys!! and my siss too...

supporting all the way...

telling me to live my dream...

well that's not the words they say... but i can feel it!!

yea yea... i only have 2 As...

i'm happy~

3D animation designing!! here i come!!

hm... what else?

hmm...

To all my friends: Whn u guys go in to college, please, 110x please...

don't change

don't get stress

don't be a lala

don't regret

(well i guess some of you aldy done all those)

i don't care...

my bros n siss... don't do that!

that's the end. It's been long~

It's Time!!

Well... today is her birthday!! too bad i can't see her...
stupid job making me missing everything fun...
but at least i have people to tell me the latest info. bout my friends and what they do...
yeah yeah... i have a messenger~
big whoop!

speaking of stupid job...
i'm gonna quit mine soon.
because...

I


HAVE



PS3

muahahaha!!
boys suck that! girls help them!! muahahaha!!
i've bet u ladies already seen my PS3...
so... im not gonna post it here... later u "girls" cry...

neh~ it's not just bout my ps3 (which is awesome!!)
is cuz my i work on sat n sun... and that's the day my bro come back from his school...
and i work late, so i cant hang with him that much
+i have to find collage and work more on my art...

so... i guess it's time for me to quit...
oh yea... good luck to you my two best friends!!

lil bro

2010
the 1st day...
1st day for my bro studying in a boarding school...
everyone in my family was very happy about it...
packing stuff, reminding him stuff...
they showed emotion.

I just said my goodbyes and went out...
as i came back...
there was 1 missing slipper...
and no1 at home.

i went up to my bro's room... seeing there is no pillows on his bed and no1 is using the computer,
no1 is playing my "all american reject" album...
i felt sad...

lonely.

Now i know my lil brother is keeping loneliness away from me...
even if he is asleep or not by my side...
he is important to me...

i know he is going to come back on weekends but...
still...


i miss him...

what can i say? (94th post)

This is my 94th post!! Hura!!!
this is so cool~ haha
but i'm not talking bout that...

well yesterday my friend quit her job...
hm...
i'm kinda disappointed in her... u know?
i mean the 2nd day of her job she said she wanted to quit,
but i convince her not to...
and she thought about it.
and then she told me she wanted to work til the end...
well the end is not until she die, just until the contract die...
anyhu~
the 4th day came... morning.
she said she is gonna continue til she got paid...
from that moment on... i was kinda umm...
how do i put this?
not sad...
um... i can't tell...
well... i was kinda ok with it.
then night time fell...
i called her to ask for her time of work for the next day...
and she said she quit...


stunned
that's what i was...
i know if she read this she think that i'm making a big deal out of this...
maybe i am...
but,
what can i say...

1week, 1month, 1year, 1day

whoooweee~
It's been a week since i start working...
i'm telling ya, work is no fun~
but hu cares? no one said working will be a jolly time~

the 1st, 2nd and 3rd day me and jieDong was kinda regret having a job...
but as time passed...
the 4th day came and we kinda get use to it...
you know~ standing and such...

Hope you won't quit...

anyhu~
today, monday, is my day off~
wee~~
but it's kinda boring at home...
waking so early...
pointless...
well it beats going to work right?
i've been late for work 2 times...
my boss is "kinda" "sort of" pissed at me...
2 times... that means, i'm late for 3 minutes...

WOW~ 3minutes... so much crap i can do at work==
blehk~


HAHA funny...
1 month ago im having my spm...
and someone said to me "dude, 1month later will be sitting our ass at home doing crap"
well... it's ture~
i can't believe spm week/month passed just like *snap finger* that!!



1 year ago~
what was i doing 1 year ago?
oh yea... my heart was broken 1 year ago...
being a sissy, crying, being sad 1 year ago...
brothers are cheering me up 1 year ago...

time fly by sooo dran fast... all these
events, happy times, sad times, hanging with friends, going out for movies...
it all feels like...






1 day ago...

stuck in the middle (please, i need you)

Well... ytd was min yee's Christmas party...
it was as i said~

AWESOME!!!!

man!! i was dancing like nuts...
for awhile... then i got hungry~
yea working-break i ate this...

everyday...
well not when im with jie dong or my co-workers...
to be honest, i don't like eating with my co-workers...
they are sooo BORING~
talking bout their shitty lives and cakes...
i like being alone
when i have to...
anyway back to the topic...

Awesome party min yee!!
haha~
there was happy times
stupid times
sleepy times
lonely times
and most of all
sad times

happy times was all my frens and bros played together
dancing~
wish i hadn't got hungry...
i would dance more~
haha

stupid times~
well i cant say it out loud...
maybe if u ask me nicely i would give u a smack on the face^^
no seriously i cant say...
but someone knows...
it involves grass~
hahaa

sleepy times
is when everyone was tired like shit but lazy
yeah
LAZY to go to bed...

lonely times...
well...
i was sleeping on min yee's sofa...
which was comfortable!!! i love tat sofa!!
ok, anyhu... when i open my eyes...
i saw "someone sitting there"
no i was not a ghost story~
it was sad~
i kept looking at him... he did not saw me looking at him...
but...

sad times is kinda same...

well the next day which is ytd... i lost track of time...
i let min yee drive...
to be honest... she was good at it...
haha...
and min yee got a job...
haha
gotta fecth her lil ass to work everyday...
i really don't mind... even if she is really ******* me...

i think im stuck in the middle...
middle as in..
hm...
friendship?
relationship?
time?

i can't tell...
i'm just stuck...
im really
really
REALLY
waiting for someone to understand this without asking me and tell me the answer...

that someone out there...
please...
i need you~