Remember

There is always an object that reminds you of someone... like a present, shampoo, a toy, a song, an old photo or even just a special piece of blank paper. I'm sure there is a word for it...

Letting someone go is, as they say "a piece of cake" but forgetting someone you most care about is the hardest thing to do... i keep telling myself to forget about her but it seems that after 8 month i still can't forget about her... 25% of the object in my room reminds me of her. When i not in my room, even my hands reminds me of her... we use to touch each other's hand and make a wave (hard to explain)

I still care for her deeply. Every time i see her, i see the world... when i'm with her, i feel like nothing else matters to me, as long as she stay by my side...
but...
maybe until now i still can't believe that we are already broke up... I don't know what has gotten in to me lately but... i kept making her angry... i wanted to apologize but... i know she won't accept it.
i know this is leading her to her happiness, so... i will respect her happiness...