What happened?

Last night i sleep very well... its like a bad dream... losing her...
when i woke up... i keep closing my eyes, tears coming down and keep wishing... hoping that this is just a bad dream...

Maybe i can't accpect the fact that we broke up... but i must...

Today...my friend ching yen is having a party... we go out... she went out too... while they are having fun... i try to keep my mind off her... and i lied to my friends... and i know my friends; szin dee and kah jun... knows about it... im sorry guys...

When they were singing... i almost... (skip that)
In the movie... i din even focus on the show...(yeah right) but every 5minutes i *fing* my head over to her... she look so beautiful today... i cant blive im crying and typing... haha...

i once ask her... 'why do u like me agian'
then she ask me the same question... i said 'cuz ur beautiful, smart, cute and careful'...
Now i realize i missed 1 thing from that list... she understand me... that's why i like her... love.

She once said... 'don't worry... i'll never leave u'

Nicholas said: its a bunch of platypus shit (aka crap)...but i said it a lie...

like i said might as well wait...

...for what

at least she is happy... NOW...

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